Well today all the walls came crashing down in a giant explosion. I’ve been hiding some bills from my husband since I lost my job and I know it’s wrong but he has a heart condition and he gets stressed easy. Well today he checked the mail and found the Bills I’ve been hiding. We got into a huge fight and he’s threatening to leave me for hiding shit from him. I was trying so hard and now i need to figure out what to do. He doesn’t care that I did it so he wouldn’t have to deal with the heart issues. He doesn’t care that I’m putting off school for a quarter to get a job to start making things right. He doesn’t care that ever insult and every dig pushes me closer to that point of no return. He doesn’t care that I am trying my hardest to keep our lives moving forward and that everything I have done was for us. He doesn’t care that I took a job I know I’m going to hate and for less pay then the last one. He doesn’t care that I am doing all of this for us and our future. He doesnt care as he’s yelling at me, calling me a failure. I know the love he once had is completely gone now as his eyes reflect the coldness of his heart. I’m trapped here with him. His helping hand is becoming my nightmare. I have no where else to go. I am trapped and that’s how he wanted it. This is my nightmare but there is no waking up from this dream.