The peace that comes with death is all I want now , all I ever think about. No more waking up to work a job you hate , no more memories that torture every thought that runs through my head, no more having to hope things will get better. true peace. Do I need a doctor to talk to or drugs to take because all I want is peace ? Is it wrong to want to leave this world to the ones whom it belongs to…? I honestly don’t think so…
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I wouldn’t say it is wrong to decide to leave…. I would rather others not have to make that choice, but it’s not wrong of them to do so.
Your poem to me made alot of sense to me . I wish the conditions were right and I had my exit method in my hands right now , not because im crazy or anything but because that would bring me peace… to say goodbye
I’m happy to hear that it made some sense to you…. I’m a little torn about you not having your exit method in your hand right now, as I don’t like the idea of others doing such things…. But I also understand wanting to do such things, so in a way I’m happy that you don’t have them right now, and in another I kind of understand why you want them…. I do hope with whatever you do decide to do that it does go well for you.
Yu shouldnt be unhappy about suicide , we didnt ask to be alive, none of us. Death , suicide watever yu prefer to call it is a wonderful thing its how yu leave this place. its scary , yes but think about how yu came into this world. My existence/experience with this world has been enough I should be happy wen im able to decide to leave for I didnt decide to come into this place
Yeah I can’t be happy about suicide…. But I wouldn’t say I’m unhappy if I hear about others killing themselves though, it’s just more of I am a bit sad to hear that they are feeling things that make them want to kill themselves, it’s not a pleasant experience -_- I wish that people didn’t feel such things :/ So like I said mixed emotions
I too want the same peace. I’m looking forward to end this life but something has stopped me. I’m not even attempting it. I made an attempt some ten days back hanging myself from a fan. Tied a noose. But stopped before kicking the stool. Even if i live im dead as ever. Maybe i want a quick method so im trying the jump from the highest cliff in a month till then i will be less hard on myself Its breaks my heart to even feel. Iam just a ghost of my pain. Lil do i know about anything else than pain. I have terminal depression since i have it for 10+ years agonizing paralysis.
I know living with it is hard we are not enjoying life and who how it will change , the true tragedy is not suicide but leaving yur whole life like this and then dying with hope it would of got better instead of jus ending it when it began