I “fake” things for attention.
Nobody likes me.
People say I seek attention. They’re probably right.
Even people that don’t know me agree.
They don’t want me around.
Nobody likes me.
All my friends left me, and they’re having a great time without me.
I don’t see the point in hoping for things to get better when there’s nothing to hope for.
I have nothing.
Even the people I love leave me. I lost my closest friend to suicide.
They wouldn’t miss me;after all, I’m just an overly-serious, mentally unstable attention-seeker, who isn’t worth anyone’s time unless they can do something for them.
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People suck. Sorry I don’t have anything more encouraging to say, but that’s the truth of it. I’ve met a lot of people over the years and only a few have actually been worth meeting. I know it sucks, and it can be hard to ignore what others say, but you’re better than them by default. You’ve got the support of everyone on this site, and I’d say that you’re worth my time…pretty much all I can do is crack poorly timed and highly offensive jokes, but still, it’s the thought that counts, right?
hey brother. dont put so much into what others think. i know its a lot easier said than done. this moment it might seem they hate you, but who are they? u just know them no for a short time… they mean nothing.. they can be changed… dont put limits on yourself/ that works for upper and lower limits… u may never find your true self if youve never struggle and scraped the bottem…
There’s nothing wrong with wanting attention, for almost all people it’s a basic human need. There just needs to be balance, a person’s life shouldn’t revolve around wanting attention. Also, if all the people around you, truly, only interact with you when they want something, then they’re not the kind of people you want around. Look for other friends that have no ulterior motives, and who would help you just because they share a friendship/bond with you. Also, you have nothing to do with your closest friend’s suicide, it wasn’t your fault. He/She had their own issues, and couldn’t handle them. O and we can always hope for things to get better, life is far too random not to.