Nobody likes me.
All my friends left me, and they’re having a great time without me.
I don’t see the point in hoping for things to get better when there’s nothing to hope for.
I have nothing.
Even the people I love leave me. I lost my closest friend to suicide.
They wouldn’t miss me;after all, I’m just an overly-serious, mentally unstable attention-seeker, who isn’t worth anyone’s time unless they can do something for them.