I can’t apologize enough to truly express the deep regret I have for what I’ve done to you. I know I will never get forgiveness because I don’t deserve it. I know you can’t forgive me for everything I did. I hope one day, when I’m gone you çan find it in your heart to forgive me. I always respected you and I don’t want you to hold a grudge against me. I guess I didn’t realize the effect that my choices would have on you.