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The end is nigh

by AshCoveredAngel

So the state refuses to fix my insurance. In 4 days I won’t have any. Cancelled insurance at 32 1/2 weeks pregnant.

I won’t be paying medical bills back because I don’t have an income of any kind. I’ll just have to deal with collection calls and letters until they give up getting money from me and put it as a charged off account on my already very poorly rated credit.

This also means I won’t be able to get any kind of postpartum care. Good news is that I’ve already accepted I’ll be a depressed woman with no safety net.

At least I know even at my worst my kids will be safe from me. I’ll just quietly go alone.

After reviewing what I still don’t have for my child, my boyfriend treating me just like my soon to be ex husband (he finally filed for divorce woo), and knowing for sure I’ll have no insurance I’m clinging to one thought for my sanity tonight.

I can kill myself after my child is born.
I can finally leave this life.
After 16 years of being suicidal I can finally take care of myself.

Of course there’s some other nasty twisted thoughts but none of which are as wonderful as I can finally die before October of this year.

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nomorepain461 7/27/2016 - 3:54 am

Be strong for your child if you can…but i understand if you feel you’ve suffered enough.

distant.road 7/27/2016 - 11:49 am

Is there an attorney in your area who might offer a free consultation to discuss this?

AshCoveredAngel 7/27/2016 - 3:03 pm

Turns out getting rude and insulting people’s intelligence makes them do things. My insurance is now fixed. That doesn’t fix my feelings or cover everything I don’t have for my kid but it’s a start.

tragedyofjohn 7/27/2016 - 3:38 pm

Is the father going to take care of the kids after you are gone or is a deadbeat dad?

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