There’s been a lot of stuff going through my mind as I lay dying (no pun intended) in my hell hole (AKA my bed) for the past 24 hours. Ultimately I reached a point in which there’s a question I can’t answer on my own: If I feel a friendship is too one sided should I end that friendship?
Because that’s how I feel with pretty much most of my “closest friends”, although I’m not sure if I should call them that anymore. I mean, maybe it’s just me and I’m overthinking stuff yet again (I also discovered recently that I’ve developed anxiety, so maybe that has to do with something), but somehow I can’t shake that feeling away.
I’ve been forgotten. If I don’t send a message first, no one does it for me. And when I do, the conversations don’t even last long to make them worthwhile, I just erase them to convince myself that they never happened. It sucks.
So, should I, like, become more distant with them? Become cold with them? Should I terminate my friendship with them? I’m not certain that it will make me good, but I’m sure I’m not fine feeling this right now.
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Keep up with it, but maybe also look around for other people to connect with as well. This way you’ll get the best of both worlds. If you find someone that wants a two way friendship, you’ll be able to become more distant with the others.
Keep trying to contact them, so you’ll have no regrets. The important thing is that you still want to try. I have like only one friend I can talk about my issues, but she stopped replying. I don’t really blame her, I must have been depressing to talk to but, oh well.
I can message you if you want. 🙂