I simply have to go. My only future is monumental suffering and humiliation. And endless hospitalisations.
Yes it will cause shock and suffering among these left behind [who I love] but this life simply is not for me. That is how it is.
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Maybe you should seek professional help. You said it yourself that you won’t kill yourself. There’s really no point you living like this day by day. You should get whatever help you can get since you won’t kill yourself. You begging for death will not happen. You are just going to wake up miserable everyday for the rest of your natural life. Go get help. You are just going to make your situation worse as the days go on
I’m getting gradually increased doses and have been referred to a shrink. I don’t want to end up back in hospital so am reluctant to seek help as an emergency.