I’d like to congratulate all the folks who are 50 years plus on SP. I admire your resilience so much. I am only 30 years old but I’ve already grown weary. I am tired of life. My death is conceivably near and there’s nothing I can do about it. I have lost all hope. Congratulations!!
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Maybe congratulate yourself and admire your resilience? You are still here and you will be. Sometimes life can seem like bullshit but you are here for a reason and you’ll continue to fight.
I’m 61. But for the first 50 years, I didn’t seriously question the absurdness of my life. I was always ‘busy’ doing something or planning the next doing of something – following the same pattern as my parents and grandparents and most everyone else in my community. I didn’t give much thought to WHY we all do what we do.
I am not depressed. I am not even particularly unhappy. I am mildly sad. But mostly, I have despair.
For the past 10 years I have wondered why we all bother to go through the motions of living.