Hey SP,
Its been a long time.
Last post was too long back.
First the good news,
Ive got into my dream college.
The girl i was mad bout moved to a new city, so i dont obsess over her.
I stopped cutting.
I stopped smoking.
Bad news
I cant stop feeling inadequate and empty.
Whenever i am alone i become sad and start thinking about the girl.
I am the worst student in my class.
I am not suicidal, but i am demotivated and lifeless.
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You should probably try to keep yourself busy then, as much as possible. So you don’t have as much time to think about the girl or feel empty. If you feel like you are doing bad in your classes maybe you could spend more of that time studying or doing more class work.