I can’t keep going on like this. I feel so unappreciated. I feel so lonely. I need help but no one doesn’t want to take time out of their day to help me.. All they do is worry about themselves. They care little for those like me who are suffering.. I thought I was getting better when in all actuality I’m just getting worse. I’m so sleep deprived. Working just makes everything worse. As I’m sitting here on my break all I can think about is suicide. I feel that will be the only way to release me from my suffering. I can’t hold on any longer. College is tomorrow and I already know I’m going to make a bad impression on people. My life is so meaningless without someone to support me. I need someone to help me..
Do you not have a close friend or anybody that you can confide in? Are you just starting college for the first time? You might surprise yourself and get on with people, don’t sell yourself short. Obviously I’m no expert on you and I know everyone responds differently in these situations but you will never know if you don’t try and it might be a good day for you in the end. But if you do want someone to talk to you can always send a message on here again.
I kind of understand what you mean as I am struggling with a somewhat similar issue.
I’ve been observing a trend these past few years. Life is putting more and more demand on individuals but people themselves are putting more and more burden on their own shoulders.
As a result, we overextend ourselves and slowly but surely, we go towards a mental break down.
If I can give you one piece of advice, it is that nothing replaces sleep.
I have a hard time relating to others and finding somebody who understands me and therefore can help me; so, I resort to self help.
This has helped me:
I hope somewhere along the way, you find somebody to support you
Gerbz, you can’t see in the future. You don’t know how college is going to go. Please, at least give it a chance.
College is a new environment, a chance to make a fresh start. You shouldn’t assume you will make a bad impression on people before you have even met them. You shouldn’t give up before you even start.