My body feels numb but my heart continues to ache. If only I could cut my heart. So I’ll just cut my flesh.
No hope. No faith. Just nothing.
I hope to die. I hope to fall down. I hope for my body to finally give in.
There are no more beautiful things for me to create. My mind pukes out black ***. I can’t create beautiful things.
Self-destruction is a beautiful thing. So I’ll create that. Cut my flesh. Let the blood flow out. Let my eyes see the beautiful thing I’ve created.