No friends,no job, don’t wanna do anything, severe depression and lost the will to live, look like shit. Hours and hours to kill alone in the house. Silence. Soon it will be getting colder and I always feel worse then.
I’m in Hell. Let me out.
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This is usually a cycle. You feel like shit, so you stay at home, and then you feel like shit because you’re the whole time alone in your home. You need to force yourself to go out. Going out will help with getting friends and getting a job. Also, just getting out will help with a person’s mood.
Well…I go out a lot, almost everyday. I see a lot of people and have shallow chats with them. It does not help me at all. I feel even more lonely. So if I can stay home I will. I am fed up of going out alone too.
I miss sit down with good friends and have real conversations face to face. I miss give&receive a hug from s.o. I trust&love. I haven’t had that for years.
I miss real human contact. Any contact is only opressing me and making me even more lonely.
I understand what you are going through the most part but in regards of getting a job, you have to go seek it. It is not going to come to you
A deeply depressed misfit like me simply cannot work.
Same here. Been that way about 5 years now. Not looking forward to the return of cold weather either. Already getting that different feeling that the sun is changing positions in the sky and here comes autumn. I understand now why solitary confinement is a punishment for criminals. Having nobody is horrible. My heart must be shriveling up in my chest from lack of love and contact.