the irony of life

sometimes, hate can be channeled into something you can use.
sarcasm might snarl “Like what?” with great annoyance.
i don’t know. haven’t found a cure for exstistential crap either. i uphold the fact that being bitter isn’t helpful even with the most justifiable reasons, if only for the fact that it consumes and obliterates most kindness and good, not to mention being exhausting long-term, but i usually have to ride it out til it passes.
even when everything is in flux and good things rarely last forever, they can make it a little easier to go through the bad times, knowing you’ve had them in the past and can have them again in the future. i’ve read your story, and..
well. i know some things can’t ever be reclaimed. but losses don’t always have to be carried as burdens or pain.. even though they break your heart. maybe that’s me lying to myself.
yeah, everything ends. and can pretty much suck. there’s still love though, as pointless and painful as it can seem sometimes. i keep my own silver linings, i know they aren’t for everyone.
best wishes out there. (and if it helps, you can rant at the uselessness of my comment.)