I’ve been numb for so long that I’m as good as dead either way. I don’t want to die this way, but I have no other options. All my dreams are not worth saving. I would wait and eternity for the Light to come back. But what if I still love her? I thought I didn’t believe in love. I didn’t realize how much I could miss someone so much. I can’t forget her and I feel empty with her gone. It can’t be true.