Hi. My name is DarkTide and I am suicidal.
I felt something today. This may not seem like a big thing but it has been a long time since I felt something other than emptiness. I am not sure what it is. It is this weird heavy feeling. I feel it on my chest. Like someone is pressing down on it.
So it has been a long time since I posted on this site. Here is what has happened. Emptiness has overtaken me. I don’t feel anything else. It’s numbed all my other senses. It feels horrible.
Chaos has taken over and it is having a ball. I have lost my friends. I have pushed my family away. I am preparing for my death.
I know it almost seems stupid to think of death. This is what the universe wants.