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I do not know why I am writing this.

by DarkTide

Hi. My name is DarkTide and I am suicidal.

I felt something today. This may not seem like a big thing but it has been a long time since I felt something other than emptiness. I am not sure what it is. It is this weird heavy feeling. I feel it on my chest.  Like someone is pressing down on it.

So it has been a long time since I posted on this site. Here is what has happened. Emptiness has overtaken me. I don’t feel anything else. It’s numbed all my other senses. It feels horrible.

Chaos has taken over and it is having a ball.  I have lost my friends. I have pushed my family away. I am preparing for my death.

I know it almost seems stupid to think of death. This is what the universe wants.

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Lsari 9/2/2016 - 5:09 pm

The worst feeling is the complete lack of it

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