it’s been a while… Which is a good thing but here I am again… 7 months ago I joined the navy. I was happy for a change because I got away from my shitty situation but now I’m at my first duty station… I do a good job and I work hard and know what I’m doing but the people I work with are putting me right back where I was before, and now I feel trapped…because I am. I have 3 years left on my contract and every day I get closer and closer to going to buy that gun to end it all. This organization has taken everything from me. I was going to get married in a couple months to a beautiful woman who made me happy. But the distance was too much and now she won’t be joining me. I don’t know what to do I want to get out of this funk that I’m in but I don’t know how.