I have been depressive for 4 years…trying to pretend im not and hiding it from my family and friends. I have been living in a new country for 2 years and the people i have met have moved to cities far away from me so im left with any friends here…it sucks to feel alone and i dont know what to do to find new friends, its kind of hard for me to give the first step when it comes to socializing…but i think I also need someone to talk to in real life who kind of understands how I feel, someone like you guys who read this, i wish i could meet you and help each other and create a friendship to save our lives. I wish it could be that easy. But I know i will keep being alone for a long time. It sucks not being a social person and having anxiety.
If you have someone you can be honest with and talk about depression, suicidal toughts and fears face to face, appreciate it…I wish I had.
Have a good night lovely people….
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i used to be able to tell her how i feel.. but she doesn’t listen to me anymore.. i’m so fucking lonely. sorry that we both have it that way. take care.
People have their reasons for not listening, they might even choose to listen without giving feedback
i don’t blame her. i am nothing.
Not everyone can understand our feelings…most of my friends cant even imagine that there is people who dont want to live anymore because their lives are pretty much perfect and they would never ever think about suicide…thats why i think we should find someone to talk in person who has felt what were going thru, even better if they got over it