I haven’t been on for awhile but today made me want to tell someone about my day.
In my family i’m the outcast. everyone always tells me i’m doing something wrong or i’m just “to much”. They think i’m incompetent. Yet i’m the only one in college, the only one who didn’t have a child at a young age and brought they’re unemployed boyfriends to live here and feed of my fathers hard earned money, the only one who works hard, and yet i’m the irrational one?
why is it that outsiders seem to notice my hard-work and why is it that outsiders really enjoy my presence and have the impression that i’m intelligent?
My professors admire me for working hard and having interest in they’re lecture.
People in my local hospital I volunteer for love me. Everyone enjoys my presence but my family.
I don’t get why they judge me so profoundly. Specially in the position they’re in.
It makes me so sad how hateful they are towards me and it makes me angry to always be outcasted by my family.
All i really want to do is leave… but i can’t. Im stuck here.