October 30th, 2016by DeathDreamer
I’m tired of living. Every day is the same thing. Emptiness, pain and boredom. I just wanna end it all.
I don’t want this life. I don’t want to socialize, go to places and do all the other things that ‘normal’ people do. I see other adults and they look so downbeat by society like their spark has gone out once they realized what life is really about. Most people work for someone else, then go home and waste their time on mindless activities. That ain’t living, that’s just existing.
Xmas is rolling around fast, and with it the date I planned for ending it all. My previous three attempts were unsuccessful but this time it won’t be. I have to make sure of that.
Meanwhile.. just another Sunday.