My last post I talked about how there was a thin wire that I needed to cross and that I would essentially be crossing over to a better mind set.. I am facing the thoughts and the challenges so far, I want to give up already. I don’t even have the motivation to finish this post, but this is the only thing that is keeping me from cutting right now. I have so much strength left.. I really don’t think I will be able to continue this journey that I walk right now. I am so alone and in the dark.. The suicidal thoughts, self harm thoughts, anxiety, depressive thoughts, are all here to push me off the wire I am walking.
I can’t focus enough to finish this post,
Going to end up cutting,
I can’t do this anymore.