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First unstable steps on the wire..

by falling_soup

My last post I talked about how there was a thin wire that I needed to cross and that I would essentially be crossing over to a better mind set.. I am facing the thoughts and the challenges so far, I want to give up already. I don’t even  have the motivation to finish this post, but this is the only thing that is keeping me from cutting right now. I have so much strength left.. I really don’t think I will be able to continue this journey that I walk right now. I am so alone and in the dark.. The suicidal thoughts, self harm thoughts, anxiety, depressive thoughts, are all here to push me off the wire I am walking.

I can’t focus enough to finish this post,

Going to end up cutting,

I can’t do this anymore.

 

Love Always,

Falling_Soup

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longlostlove 10/21/2016 - 12:24 am

I understand how you feel especially when it comes to motivation, I have lots of thoughts but no motivation to write them out so my first post was very short. I am also too a cutter

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