Do you ever just suddenly switch from wanting to kill youself to killing the ones who make your life a living hell? Even if its just for a split second. Well thats me right now. I want to just grab my pills, grind them up, and make everybody a smoothie. Maybe knock them out and press a pillow to their face for a few minutes. Either way, there is just so much rage and while I usually end up taking it out inyself or burying it, right now I just want to end them. I know this is a site for people to go for support and understanding on their suicidal thoughts and tendencies, and thats what I generally use it for too. Its just that sometimes you just have to say “Fuck it,” and be pissed off. Y’know?