I don’t know if it was me today or my other friend but the conversation wasn’t like any others we had before. It was awkward, I was lost most of the time.. And I felt like he didn’t want me talking to him or wanted me to come visit him. It was horrible. I ended up crying and driving around for a half hour thinking about it, every detail, every feeling, every everything about it. It made me feel like shit. I didn’t want to drive home… If I drove away I would have never came back.. its like every time I talk with him, after I feel like shit for god knows what. It felt like that on Friday as well when I met up with him.. Is it me… Or is it him…
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Maybe it is both of you. It is impossible for me to answer your question. You need to find the answer yourself.
People change and grow apart. Some people aren’t good at admitting or talking about what they are really thinking. If something is bothering me or I don’t understand, I tell the the other person how I’m feeling or what I’m thinking and then ask if I’m understanding thing right.
Learning to communicate effectively with someone is a skill you have to learn and practice. It is difficult and terrifying when you first start doing this. There will be some mistakes and hurt feelings. You’ll learn from this and get better.
May your days and communication skills get better.