I used to post here a lot. For the past like 4 months I haven’t posted at all. I had gotten over my depression and also took a extended vacation for the whole summer and I had a lot of fun. Now I am back to normal routine and really getting sick of shit.
I have been disabled most of my life and it sucks. I also have been living on a limited income for a long time now.
I am sick of shit. I am sick of being in pain.. I am sick of not having a lot of the good things that most people have
I am sick of being lonely and feeling like nobody really cares for me.
I have done to much to help other people in life. But lately Nobody wants to help me.
My life right now isnt all that bad. But it isnt that good either and I dont see things getting much better for me.
Drinking beer and occasionally getting laid are the only things I have in my life I enjoy.
Last time I tried to end my life I came really close > I wound up in a coma for 2 days and came close to death
I wish I had passed away. I am sick of this life.
Nothing has ever really gone well for me > no matter how hard I try to do the best with what I have
Fucking sick of this life!!!!
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it would be stupid of me to say that i know how you feel , everyone feels different , but from what you said i can really say that our situation seems similar … and i am truly sorry for you , believe me or not … but it seems you have things i never had and i hope there is still a chance for things to get good . I wish you all good luck in the world my friend .