I can’t find the courage to tell my friends that I need help. Every day keeping up with the world is harder and harder and I’m not happy around them anymore. They’ve noticed and they’re frustrated because they just want me to be happy. Why can’t I just be happy?
I guess it’s my fault.
I’m tired and sad and angry and confused but more than anything I’m scared. I’m scared of bringing them down, and I’m scared that if I don’t get better they’re gonna leave me because that’s what people do when they see a lost cause.
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If they’re true friends they wouldn’t leave you. It sounds like they want you to be happy just so they can be happy. You shouldn’t have to hide your pain for them; bottling up your feelings will only hurt you. None of this is your fault.
In my opinion I think you should be honest with them about your feelings and your current situation. If they don’t want to help or don’t want to try to understand and listen to you they aren’t worth your time. Sometimes during the worst moments of our life we find out who our true friends are.
Best wishes, I believe you’ll be able to make it through this. 🙂