My Agony

They say when you truly love someone you have to let them go

But they forgot to mention the suffering which I came to know

I saw my beloved one in extreme agonizing pain

Wanting to end the torture I did something inane

With a heavy heart I decided to end our bond

I did it knowing how that person would respond

I took all the curses, insults and cries

Because I believed I was doing something wise

Sacrificing your own happiness for the person you care

But the weight of the suffering and agony I wasn’t aware

The cost of the price that I have to pay

It seems that it is getting heavier by the day

Crushing me until I am about to break

Pulling me down to the depths of Sorrows Lake

The Suffering is slowly consuming my mind

Devouring everything and leaving fear and hate behind

Struggling not to let it twist my memories

Refusing to see your choices as treacheries

Not wanting to think about why you agreed

Not wanting to blame you for my own misdeed

I brought myself here in this Dark place

The consequences of my actions I alone must face

How I long to hear your voice once more

How I wish that things were as before

But things will never be the same

That truth is driving me Insane