my phone got stolen while i was out partying and i am in tears.
i don’t give a shit about my iPhone itself, but there are notes on there, 4 years of notes on and about my brother. I have them nowhere else, not on iCloud or whatever. I have been hysterically crying for almost 2 days now.
It feels like losing him all over again. It was 4 years of memories i didn’t want to forget, gone. I am left with nothing. I feel really suicidal and don’t fucking tell me it’s stupid to want to kill myself over this.
it’s a final draw, it’s been enough
i am fucking shattered, broken to the core
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Have you tried geolocating it?
you mean using the find my phone thing?
Yup. You can ping it if it still has power.
but it’s listed as offline so it can’t track it
basically meaning it doesn’t have internet connection
Damn. Sorry. I was hoping you could just ping it.
It is not stupid to want to kill yourself over this. I’ve stood in your shoes. Feeling like the earth below me fell and I am toppling down into this hot sour mist. Yes. It is one of the things I never will forget. There was nothing and I mean NOTHING anyone could tell or say to me to make me feel different about it. My life was categorically over at that point.
This has happened more than once in my life. Never exactly the same though. I shore up the areas that caused it to happen only to have it happen in some new area. Sometimes it feels like someone hit me across the head with a flat board of wood. That smack that happens when a flat light surface hits a soft object. Other times it feels like someone injected me with cold water and hot acid.
I understand. You are not crazy. You are not being dramatic. You are human and this hurts.
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I am forever grateful for this comment.
I just read this comment again and am in tears – again. This was one of the sweetest things someone has ever said to me. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
If it’s an iPhone, every time you sync it with iTunes it creates a backup. There are software like iPhone Backup Extractor that lets you grab notes & other files out of these backups. I had to do that once when my iPhone had an unfortunate accident with a wall.