3rd post

I think i finished my first suicide note. It was to my brother. Feeling pretty bad tonight, I’d probably write another but my wife is home right now. Maybe tomorrow while she’s at work. I can’t have her seeing me like this…nor anyone. Its not somthing they would take lightly obviously. I guess this is more of a journal than anything. But thats what i like about this place i guess. No judgment, no harassing. I am who i am you 90% of people understand that here. Ill still be here. At least til my last note if i can finish it…