reach out

i want to kill myself so badly, i’m depressed and have severe anxiety. i’m addicted to drugs and i can’t keep up in school, i’m a disappointment to my parents and i feel like everyone sees me as an annoying burden that they’re forced to shoulder. i’m losing the love of my life because she doesn’t seem to care enough to put in any effort to see me but then she’ll lie and say she does. my best friend will lie to me and ignore me and hang out with other people when we were supposed to have plans. i only want to be alive for my little sister because i don’t want to hurt her and mess up her life. i’m planning to kill myself before new years this year by exit bag