Complications

We all die eventually. So, forming connections will inevitably lead to heartbreak and sadness, but the time we possess these connections make up for this. However, of course, the nature of death you’re talking about will worsen the heartbreak and sadness.

It sounds like you care for these people that care for you? Why not try to strengthen these relationships, and, also, let them further in. One, or more, of them may help you to deal with your issues.