Hello Fellow SPians!
I wanted to stop by and wish you all the best and send you good vibes wherever y’all are!
At the same time, wanted to ask you something.
By definition, I had a WONDERFUL Christmas. Just enough people, dear friends and beloved
family members, a delicious meal and a good amount of tasty drinks. From the good old eggnog
to scotch, beer, wine. My wife’s dinner menu included several desserts she made that were
out of this world delicious. And presents? Oh boy, many presents given and received! The
game I wanted. The gadget I wanted. The stuff my son wanted. The books and gadget my daughter
wanted. The jacket my wife wanted. And as of next Wednesday, the trip we’ve been looking forward
to all year..!
But I feel empty inside. WHY?
In the middle of supper, I had to go to the bathroom to cry a little. And again by the time our last
guest had left.
I feel like shit because I have all this and I still don’t feel full, and it’s not so much about filling
the void but the feeling of being consumed by that hole within me…