I have no idea why but after my ex eloped yesterday. My constant anxiety and self-loathing Suicidal Thoughts have been like cut down 90% .
My heart hurts a lil bit but I’m really fine that he got married to a garbage can of a girl . it hurts to say because she was once my friend but still.
Its weird today I really did not want to die . I was kinda happy, I think .
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It makes perfect sense if you weren’t in a happy relationship, or even if it was happy but full of stress. As for that girl and your ex… well, time takes care of those situations, most of the times. Friends come and go, few stay, and sadly (in my experience), most friends that go make sure to stab you in the back on their way out. And hey, even if time doesn’t work it’s magic on them, it doesn’t matter as long as you feel better, which seems to be the case.
Maybe because you feel they deserve each other…and each is getting what they deserve in the long run…or maybe you are just ready to let go of that baggage finally…ready to let go of him which you should and focus your efforts elsewhere towards someone more deserving of you. 🙂