There only thing that still matters is you. Is funny how the life became so boring, so annoying after you. The only thing I want, is go back in time and had never tell you that I had those feelings.. I don’t care, I would spent more ten years hiding it. If I could be closer of you and at least imagine that you don’t hate me, I would be OK.
Your hate for me shows me the only thing I know about me: I’m the worst person in your life.
I don’t know how long I can’t take it. I can feel it getting stronger, every day, every single moment. For me everything is useless. Why do I have life if this is far away from you….
I don’t think I can be the same… This will come to an end
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Sorry. I kind of understand a little. It’s really hard. I hope you get better.