I already have an elaborate plan. I ordered all the things needed for a “suicide bag method” off Amazon. I plan to end it sooner than later. I’ve lived in pain practically my whole life. But before I go, I’m f****** hitting up the strip joint, f****** a hoe, smoking the biggest bowl and telling everyone I hate that they can suck a fat d***. I’m gonna blast Slipknot as I’m ending it.
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Yeah, I can relate. I have lived in severe pain most of my life and I am tired of it.
and yes, I can fully understand that > before you go. Might as well enjoy a few things before hand.
I can testify of that. Now one thing I would suggest is that you hold off from telling people you hate something nasty. Because I think its best to leave in peace… to try and make peace with people before you go…., or at least just avoid them.
And keep this in mind a lot of times when people try to end their lives… they fail
like 9 out of 10 suicide attempts do not work out in death… so keep that in mind.
If you go piss off a whole bunch of people and then wind up living… then you have to deal with the consequences of those people retaliating. Just giving you some things to think about.
I tried to end my life a number of times…. and well it did not work out in death for me.
So I am glad that I did not go out and mess with a bunc of people before I tried it.
because I wound up having to live,,,, and carry on in life and life sucks if you are at ods with people and they are working against you.
I hope you find peace
It’s OK to say fuck here.
But not trombone.
What makes you think you will find peace or end your pain if you kill yourself? Wouldn’t it be better to work out what you need to work out here on earth and die when it’s your time? It’s a mystery and an unknown factor what will await you if you kill yourself. If you live, every day brings new situations and new things. If you are on the verge of killing yourself, you have nothing to lose. You can live your life with no fear. Also, when you have your suicidal thoughts, please think about who you would hurt and possibly destroy forever. I am sure you have family. It’s not something they will just get over.