I think i’m trapped in a loop.
You know like everyday we do the same routine all over again and i kinda feel like my life is just dull and boring.
There’s no reason keeping this up, living, i mean, if i still let myself trapped in this loop.
I wanna get out from this tiresome cycle and if i can’t do that, then i think i’ll just get out with another way
suicide?
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i have the same situation…. and i came up with the same solution…
Try doing something you’ve never done before
The fact that you put a question mark after the word suicide is an encouraging sign.
Loops are easy to do as long as you stay in your own head. A competent therapist would gently stick out their foot to trip you as you pass by.
There is also a zen saying I learned this week that is excellent:
Let go or be dragged.
I know you may not have the skills to let go, but it’s something to keep in mind.
Interesting that you should talk about loops. This’ll sound crazy and don’t ask me how I know this, but my loop is that I’ve committed suicide in another life. I have this burning desire to commit suicide, but if I do then I’ll just be continuing the loop and I”ll have to repeat. I won’t get out of this life loop until I can make it through a life and die of natural causes.
Long story of how I know this or came to realize this, but it’s true…or I think it’s true.