sometimes i wake up and get to thinking that i have gone past my expiry date. for as long as i can remember i always just expected to be dead by this time in my life. not necessarily from suicide, couldve been anything. but i just have this feeling like i missed my time and now im destined to live each day with this knowledge . i know there is an option, of course, but i think it is actually alot harder to commit suicide than most people think (me included). so i guess im just gonna keep going, living life a second at a time, and hoping for the best.
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Fuck off that’s not the AUSSIE way .. Get up to the Rocks .. Heaps of people get up there to find the meaning of life .. NO –JUST FUCKIN WITH YA SOCO .. I know man if it were easy as fuck to jump off a cliff of stand in front of a train …There would be no need for SP or all the BS drugs and whatever else . I only tried once. ya can read me old posts if a want a how not to read .But things don’t always work out .. ” LIVING 1 second at a time ” fuck I know right .. 3 days feel like 2 weeks … Fuck man I’m almost 50 – If anybody’s past the used by date its me and one other bloke here that’s 10 or more up on me (that I know of) .. Also Just saying — I lived in Bondi when I was a kid ..