Postponed Suicide?

I just found out that my mom is doing worse off than I thought.  She’ s in bad health, extremely self-conscious,  and has a slight depression problem I never knew about.   I was planning on killing myself next week (and it won’t be an attempt…I will succeed), but I don’t want to bring that extra trauma onto her.  I haven’t changed my plans, but I guess it’s just nice to vent my thoughts to someone.  I’ve always bottle up my problems, and won’t tell them to anyone….literally.