yesterday was my birthday. i originally planed for it to be the day i killed myself, but i held on. just to say i made it another year, you know? well, maybe i should have went through with my plan, because while i was walking home, i was sexually assaulted. what a great fucking present. i cant even describe what im feeling now. as if i dont have enough issues of my own. its just what what i needed. i cant stay strong forever. i hate myself. i hate my life. i hate all of this.
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I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I honestly can’t say I know what you are going through or how you are feeling. If you need an outlet remember SP is always here.
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That is terrible. I hope you have someone there to look after you. Hugs
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<3 I am glad you decided to hold on. Things can get better, you know.
I am sorry ….that is horrible. I am glad you were able to see another birthday though, that you were able to hold on. Takes a lot of strength and bravery.
Please get some help for how you’re feeling. Sexual assault is a trauma you don’t want to sweep under the rug as it will only add to your burden. Please talk to someone who handles this type issue. It can do a lot of good.