life hasn’t been great for a while. i’m tired of living and being here i’m ready to go. but i want to know what will happen when i’m gone. how will my mom go on? or my dad? my family? my boyfriend? will they even care?.. i doubt it. cause nothing matters. i have scars on my arms people always ask about. i barley eat. i’m always in my room. everything is different and i don’t know how to cope with it. i want to die and i tried to OD 4 times and nothing. i’m still here. what is here for me? nothing.
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i’m new to this but i needed to let it out.
And there’s nothing wrong with needing that, we all do… take care of yourself, not eating is…not pleasant. Can I ask what is different to you?
my parents got a divorce and ever since then christmas thanksgiving new years school and everything is just different
Ah, those things are always…pretty rough. Try to keep yourself busy? Distractions…
i work and i have a boyfriend but he barely texts me cause he’s at work.
I’m sorry to hear that. Surely there’s other things to help distract you a little? And well, he’s gotta be out of work sometime right.