Last week i was so low and depressed. I was preoccupied with death and imagining and writing about how i wanted to die.
This week is the opposite. Right now i’m out of breath cause i’ve just been dancing around the house. I’m so happy. I made my dinner from scratch but had to eat it while standing and pacing because i was so energised and couldn’t sit still.
It’s only just occureed to me how i was feeling this time last week
Does anyone else know this feeling? please tell me there is. I don’t believe in ‘normal’ but someone else must know this feeling.
is this normal for some other people? i’m starting to see a pattern for me. these two extremes. Maybe this happy ‘extreme’ isn’t extreme at all but just how “normal” content people feel. i dunno any more
2 comments
What you describes sounds common to people who’ve been diagnosed with Bipolar. I think part of what influences a diagnosis is time periods, how long a sensation is felt.
Ain’t no real such thing as Normal, either.
Yup try researching manic depression/ bipolar disorder on the internet. See if it sounds like you by taking some online tests and try to answer honestly and it might enlighten you… it doesn’t necessarily mean you have this disorder, but might. Mood swings are a common sign.