So I’m new to this website so I don’t know what to post. I guess I’ll just tell my story. Ever since I was in first grade people have been bullying me. It started out when I came to school and had a meltdown in the middle of class. No one understood why but I had the meltdown because that morning I heard my mom tell my aunt that my dad died. They didn’t know that I heard them.. but I did. After that day people started calling me a freak, a fat a** and a bunch of other things. I was fat, I still am. I want to lose weight, I want to be skinny. But I also want to be dead.
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why are humans such worthless creatures?
its a miracle we made it to the top of the evolutionary ladder when all we seem to do is drive ourselves and others to suicide.
my consolations to your dad.
Survival of Earth’s most hideous and vile creatures. Eat or be eaten, right? The ones who aren’t mean / ferocious, get taken out. Or commit suicide.
If it’s any consolation, if you’re skinny, people will still bully you and make fun of you. I got made fun of for being TOO skinny. Too fat, too skinny, you just can’t win.
“made fun of” – let me replace that with “made my life a living hell with constant every day bullying.” People are such assholes. And no, they don’t grow up to be better people. They just grow up to be bigger bullies.
as adults.
This touched me. I’ve been lurking here lately not posting or commenting. I went through something similar. I’ve had multiple meltdowns around my classmates when I was dealing with my brother’s death. I was called crazy. They started talking about me behind my back saying nasty things about me. Said I was pretending to be sick, I was only seeking attention and I didn’t want to get better.
You know what Lonelygirl.. Fuck them. It’s not easy to just get over it when you still have to be around those same damn people every single day and having to pretend you don’t hear what they are saying.
Im sorry about your dad.