Chronic PainCoping SkillsGeneralI Will SurviveRantsStories of HopeStories of LossSuicidal Survivors Do You Really Want to Die or Do You Just Want Your Pain or Your Struggles to End? by SumTimesIWonder 1/25/2017 written by SumTimesIWonder 1/25/2017 There is a difference. And a BIG one. …problem is, how to tell? 10 comments 0 Email Related posts endless cycle 1/17/2021 I love you, always did, always will. 1/17/2021 How Sad is it 1/17/2021 Imagine a Village of All Depressed People 1/17/2021 Words To Describe Yourself 1/17/2021 I Wish I Never Existed 1/17/2021 Most people just don’t care anymore about me.... 1/17/2021 boggle 1/17/2021 I am garbage 1/16/2021 Hurt 1/16/2021 10 comments sadlife958 1/25/2017 - 12:29 pm For me it’s the 2nd one. I just want this mess out Log in to Reply MissingMy3Hearts31921 1/25/2017 - 12:30 pm I think pain and struggles can be combined together because my struggles are what is causing my pain. I just do not want to be in pain to have to not think about what the ex or kids are doing. How am I going to go on without them and so on. If I could have a way of deleting that I would be fine. There is only one way for that to happen and that is for her to take me back (LOL, never going to happen) or to end it all and that way the problem is solved. Eventually I will be forgotten and everyone will have gotten over it so it is no big deal. At least I will not have to die old, alone, miserable and probably in pain. That is my story at least. Log in to Reply Woody 1/25/2017 - 1:03 pm Yeah, the 2nd one for me. Aside from my first 20 years it’s been a nightmare, and the present and the future are and will be worse than a super nightmare. Gotta win this battle with my brain and get the hell out of here. Log in to Reply mysteriousvisitor 1/25/2017 - 2:10 pm First one, mostly, for more than one reason. Log in to Reply REIKOsan 1/25/2017 - 3:33 pm Death enough. Even if I didn’t suffer or struggle. Life just isn’t for me. I’m weak. I can’t live with someone. It would be pointless the same way. Log in to Reply WitlessWhit 1/25/2017 - 8:04 pm I want to die. Log in to Reply SumTimesIWonder 1/26/2017 - 9:51 am Thanks for all the comments. I hope that those who wrote here and those who only read the post can find a way to sort out your problems if possible, so you can find a way to be okay in life until Life itself invites Death over. If you care to talk, vent, or just say Hi! please KiK me at PaquitoDes (by the way, I’m a guy, lol! Don’t ask why I have to clarify please 😀 ) Log in to Reply MissingMy3Hearts31921 1/27/2017 - 3:39 pm For me Sum the pain of living is far worse than living. I understand that death is a big deal for people especially when you have someone who is suffering in agony and the only reason I hear for keeping someone from committing suicide is because there is a plan for them or you will end up hurting people that you leave behind. For me it is a personal decision that I did not do on a whim. I do believe life is not going to get better for me and to sit here and stay alive just to not upset someone’s morals or their beliefs and what they feel is right or wrong. I believe it is a personal decision left us to those that have had enough of this life and are ready to go on their terms. Log in to Reply Vsgfail 3/17/2017 - 8:28 am Well said. We can’t live for others! Log in to Reply Vsgfail 3/17/2017 - 7:57 am My pain is physical in nature. There’s no end to it. I can’t make up my mind not to feel pain. Death is the only end Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.