Is it any wonder I prefer to try and hide from my problems/ bury my head in the sand? When EVERY fucking time that scrape myself off the shit hole that is my fucking floor and try and “do the right fucking thing” and sort shit out I just get kicked straight back down in the fucking dirt. And you wonder why I would rather not bother? Well fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck every fucking mother fucking fucker and thing FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK OFF. I’ve fucking had it. I’ve had enough. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH
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It’s times like those that I hole myself up in my room and blast Necermind or In Utero or something so loud it hurts. It’s an awful, awful feeling and I hope you can escape it soon.
I am strongly feeling this right now and there is no coping resource that’s working everything that missinglink has said that’s exactly how I feel I’m going to to my room and blast anime since its the thing I mostly love
The feels