This is a follow-up to whiskered-fish’s post about being filled with so much anger/rage/fury. I would like to know who else is filled with this much anger and hatred? I mean filled with so much anger you’re boiling inside and a-thousand-screams-isn’t-enough kind of anger?
I don’t think most people get how angry I am at the world, at life. Very few are this angry, so I would like to hear from others who are as angry and filled with rage as I am. I feel like a dense ball of madness and anger and hatred swirling inside. Like Naturo’s Nine Tails kiyuubi lol. And yes, atm, I am at a loss at how to describe that rage/fury feeling so that you can understand the depth of it. It goes beyond just “angry.”
And how do you let it out/get rid of it? I used to exercise all the time but now I can no longer, so the anger/pressure is just growing. No, no, painting and drawing and things like that just aren’t “strong” enough. I used to also be crazy/adventurous/stupid doing extreme adrenaline-inducing activities (like rock climbing, sky diving, etc.) Again, because of health reasons, it’s difficult to. I suppose I’m like that lobster being boiled- red, hot, angry and boiling.
So, who else out here understands this level of rage/anger/fury/hatred?
And…what jazzier name can we call ourselves, fellow furies? And what shall our group name be? The Rage Club? The Furious Furies?
Kinda like this… but maybe with even more angry music lol