Finally going through with it

After suffering from depression from the age of 10 and 3 failed suicide attempts, at the age if 20 I’m finally in the process of preparing for a thorough successful suicide.

My previous attempt at hanging myself failed miserably with the rope snapping due to it being too thin.

After weeks of planning I’ve found the rope I’ll need, the drop height i’ll need but I’m still yet to find a location. While I would love to do it in the comfort of my own home I would feel selfish to bave my girlfriend find me hanging one day. I feel the best place may be a nearby forest or under a bridge.

I know that if this doesn’t succed I’ll be back where I began but the will to leave this world has never been so great.

I’ll be leaving you guys soon, thanks for everything.