I’m new here. But that’s not important.
I don’t know where to start so…
My whole life is fucked up
I was 6 when i tried to kill myself for the first time. Why?
Cause my abusive father was accused of murdering my brother
And they were interrogating me and my siblings.
Cause my father wasted all the money that were supposed to go for his coffin just to get drunk
Cause i was bullied
Cause i was sexually abused
Cause i had to act like my brother when i was with my mom to keep her sane.
It wasn’t the last time that i tried to off myself
I was sexually abused 5 times
I was bullied
My brother tried to kill me and my mom was on his side
My father stole mafia’s boss money. Ran away with them. Told my mom he was going to kill himself. But no. He just got fucking wasted. He stole his money just to get fucking drunk.
I’m a lesbian. And my parents are really homophobic
I have EDS and i can’t dance (something that i fucking love)
And many more things
2017 is going to be my last year
I’m going to tell my parents that i have a girlfriend
And hope that they’ll kill me
If they won’t
I’ll off myself on my birthday or 10 days later