January 10th, 2017by who_even_cares
i ache for waking up restful for once
i ache to be beautiful again
i ache for the one ive killed with my selfishness to come back to me
i ache to be finished with school
i ache for even a drop of confidence, the slightest amount of assurance
but mostly i ache for the hollowness inside me to be filled.
with love, or death.
whichever comes first.