I feel horrible right now. My family just went out to eat, and a few minutes into the drive there, I just started feeling bad for no reason. When we got back into the car to leave, I started crying. I didn’t want anyone to notice, so I just stared out the window away from everyone the entire time and tried my best to not blow my nose or anything and draw attention. I don’t know why I feel like this. My grades are starting to get better, and it was my mom’s birthday, so we were doing fun things yesterday and today. I just felt bad for no reason. Normally, I’ll just listen to music, or maybe take the dogs for a walk, which I started doing last week and it seems to be working, but I didn’t have either of those things, and I just didn’t feel like talking at all. Last time I was on here, I asked for stuff to do to avoid feeling like this, but I don’t even really know what I want to ask here. I don’t know why I’m even writing this. I’m not sure what I wanted to accomplish here. I think I’ll just go email my friend now. I’m actually feeling something now, so that’s good.. I’m going to go talk to him. Maybe not. I don’t know. I’ll decide in a minute. I should get back to my homework.
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Sent him an email. Also, there might be a pop-test on politics in the gilded age for my AP US History class tomorrow. Something I didn’t study for. Yay. Please note the sarcasm in this message if you haven’t already.
Do the best you can. If you fail, try and be ready for the next one.
Doing your best, given your circumstances is all you can do.
You should take some time for yourself, to do whatever is that you want to do.
You cannot avoid feeling the way you feel. In my opinion, when you figure out the reason why you feel that way and why you are crying it will probably get better.
Sometimes , we bury things that hurt us but the sad thing is that we cannot escape them. The mind might deny their existence but the body remembers everything AND the body IS the mind.
Thanks, Timel3ssDecay.