Hello guys. I’m Taiwo. I’m from Nigeria. I think this year’s going to be the year I’m going to finally die, I found this site on the first day of the year! I’m a twin but my twin died at birth. Life’s been utterly nonsense without him. Nobody likes me. I have no friends. I’m good at nothing. I have absolutely nothing to live for. Not attractive. I may have mental problems too. Life doesn’t make sense. All in life is grasping after air, so vain. How can I successfully get ********? (scam free, I’m in Nigeria). I think powdered ******** is the best option in my case. How much in grams would be able to kill a regular 31 year old? (58g in body weight). Will 20 grams be okay? Is ******** bitter? Will it work as it should if used with sweet soda? Or should it only be used with water? What’s its dissolution ratio? How many glasses of liquid to how many grams? Is it advisable to use it with an anti-emetic? What is the best anti-emetic to be used with it? How empty a stomach can it be taken on? Please guys help me answer these questions. You may reply me here or e-mail me at taiwo1462001@yahoo.com. I really want this all to end. Please guys help. Thank you guys. Peace.
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Why did you pick ********? I have been saving benzodiazepines…
Thanks for your reply. I heard that an overdose of ******** leads to a swift, painless death. “Painless” is the key word for me here. I can’t imagine why anyone would want to endure pain. I think the most possible result of ODing on benzodiazepines is going unconscious. You should change to ******** if you really want to die. It’s swift and painless. By the way, why do you want to die? I just want to be where my creator is. No gainsaying my creator COULDN’T hate me. I would be able to be myself around him. I wouldn’t have to do anything to meet his standards. I would be free. I need friends too. Could you be my friend? You could call me, +2348188171420. You may add me on Facebook too, my username there is Ogundele Taiwo Emmanuel. Thanks for reading. May God bless you. Peace.
Hey there, Taiwo, just letting you know, you can’t discuss methods on here. Please read the “ABOUT THE SUICIDE PROJECT-READ THIS FIRST” before posting. I’m only telling you this because your post may be deleted by the admin (admins?).
Also, have you tried speaking to someone about how you feel, like a therapist or mental health professional, or anyone close to you?