Hi, i’m new here but i don’t have anyone to talk about it…
I feel so bad. And sometimes I don’t really know what exactly i feel. They said I’m bipolar, maybe that’s true.
I want to kill myself but i also don’t. Is anyone feel the same way? I have so much anger or something inside. I feel like I’m a bomb and some day I will explode. I am a wrecker. I can’t be normal.
I see world diffrently, like everyone wants to hurt me, even my closest people. But then I realise that this is not the truth but it’s too late. I’m worried to lose everybody.
I think i just wanted to write that idk maybe it’s stupid or pathetic
[Edit.] I feel bad. I just want to get drunk or high
or maybe dead
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Not stupid, not pathetic. You seem timid… that could be your problem. I’m sure you’ll find someone to talk to on SP. People are usually willing to offer support etc; to those in need…
It’s just like…the World is really confusing and okay everybody gets that and fight somehow but I just can’t, I’m tired of this shit
I feel as though i cant trust anyone either…
I have isolated myself from my family and friends..
You don’t sound pathetic, just sad and hurt..
I also want to be rid of this mess that one calls life..
The world needs to be rid of me..
i feel kinda the same way. and i have like parents problem, they think im not ill at all so shrinks in these hospitals where my parents talked to someone thinks im just a pathetic loser who fake being ill.
but in the other hospital they told me im bipolar, ed and also have kinda symphtoms of schizofrenia (this one is probably bulshit but ok)
i dunno really know who i am. i feel weak and meanless
(sorry for my english, it can be bad cause it isnt my national language)
Why is life so hard for the most pure and good people?Why?