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(Please forgive me for my bad English,I’m not very much good at it)
Hi I’m 20 yr old girl from India.
I know most of the people here are from UK, US,Australia etc but I’m just curious to know if anybody else is here from India.
I’m not new to this site,I have been a member of this site about 2yrs ago.I forgot my old account’s username and password so I created this new one.
Like others I also found this site when I was searching for the easiest and quick methods to kill myself on google.but somehow I survived and thankfully I reached here.
I have friends but I’m not comfortable to share with them about what I feel. I have nobody with whom I can share my feelings so I think its a perfect place where I can share anything without being judged,because I know people here can perfectly understand what does it feels like to be lonely ,depressed. this is my second post . I used to read each and every daily posts here.
I have posted on this for only once because I’m not much good at English so can’t express my emotions in words .. It feels awkward but from now I’ll try.
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Hi there, your English is fine.
What is the reason you want to die at such a young age ?
You’re a baaaaaby ! Which city in India are you in ? I’m not in India, but just curious.
Hello solitarySoul
I’m from Guwahati , you have probably never heard of this city before.
where are you from?
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The reason behind my suicidal thoughts,depression and which got me here is that I have just too many problems in my life. I’ve been depressed for almost 6yrs now,since my teenage years. I’m fat , so that makes me an easy target for the peoples who just enjoy making fun of others. I see people laughing at me wherever go just because I’m overweight. There are many other reasons which makes me struggle to survive everyday. Its difficult. I want to kill myself but I have to live for my family so that’s the only reason that I’m still alive.
I understand I’m not from India I’m from USA. I know life is hard such a big population India is I am sure someone will be here. Anyways I hope things go well for you. What was your old accounts name I think I remember you
I don’t remember my old account’s name properly sadlife958. I guess it was like ‘ broken angel ‘ or something.
Broken angel I do remember that user name well anyways welcome back
Hi dying soul. Hope things work out for you , you’re still young.
I think your English is very good.
*hug*
Oh, is it? Thanks.
Hi to you too. Also, I know everyone else has said it a million times already but you don’t have to worry about your English. You’re doing just fine. Welcome back.
Thank you. I’m happy to be back.
Hi. I’m from India as well. From Delhi.
Oh Delhi. Had a special connection to that place. My ex is from Delhi.